The text discusses Anubis, a protective measure implemented by a website administrator to prevent aggressive scraping by AI companies. It explains the Proof-of-Work scheme used to make scraping more expensive at scale and mentions...
The author reflects on their struggles with memory, time, and the challenges of forming relationships, particularly as an introverted, asexual lesbian. They discuss the inadequacy of journaling in addressing feelings of stagnation...
Anubis is a tool used to protect websites from AI companies aggressively scraping data. It uses a Proof-of-Work scheme to make scraping more expensive and aims to identify headless browsers. It requires the use of modern JavaScrip...
The author discusses the idea of inhabiting a language rather than a country, and how they feel like a foreigner in their own home country due to their cultural understanding being coded in a language that is not native to their c...
0FFS, Zürich 2024 Edition
2024-11-12 •
The author underwent Facial Feminisation Surgery (FFS) and shares their experience with the procedure, from the initial steps to the surgery and recovery. They discuss the prerequisite steps, the CT scan, the surgery, and the hosp...
0Dependence - Confession 95
2024-10-28 •
The text discusses the concept of dependence and independence, highlighting the interconnectedness of individuals in society. The author reflects on their own experiences and feelings of dependence, particularly in relationships, ...
0Porting SBCL to the Nintendo Switch
2024-09-13 •
The text discusses the challenges of porting the underlying Common Lisp runtime to work on the Nintendo Switch platform. The author outlines the current status of the porting process, the challenges faced, and the financial implic...
0SRS, Zürich 2024 Edition
2024-08-26 •
The text is about the author's experience with SRS in Zürich, Switzerland. The author describes the process of getting a 'letter of indication' from a psychologist, getting delegations from a house doctor, and the surgery itself. ...
0Things Left Unsaid
2024-08-08 •
After returning home from a tumultuous holiday, the author and Haruna move in together. The author becomes curious about Haruna's past and her extensive tattoo, leading to a confrontation where Haruna reveals her past involvement ...
0Reprocessing - Confession 94
2024-01-23 •
The text is a personal confession of the author's struggles with self-confidence, bullying, and self-perception. The author shares experiences from childhood, including being bullied in school, and the impact it had on their menta...
0The State of MacOS Support
2023-11-27 •
The author has been writing libraries for Common Lisp for over a decade and has tried to ensure that the libraries would work on all three major operating systems. However, the author has stopped supporting MacOS due to the extra ...
0I've opened up a Patreon - Confession 93
2023-08-25 •
The author has opened a Patreon to seek public funding to sustain full-time work on Kandria and associated projects. The release of Kandria has not generated enough revenue, prompting the author to seek financial support. In retur...
0Selbstsamkeit - Confession 92
2023-08-08 •
The author discusses the difficulty of accepting who they are, particularly in relation to coming out as trans and their childhood experiences of bullying and isolation. They express their struggle with self-acceptance and the imp...
0Die Toteninsel - Confession 91
2023-07-22 •
The author discusses their struggles with sleep, loneliness, and social anxiety, as well as their worries about their transition and financial pressures. They express a desire for a life partner and discuss their difficulty in mak...